I'm so fed up of continually being or feeling ill. I can't actually remember the last time I felt good.
I have low Vit D, Iron transfusions every 6 months to a year, PA (Low B12 for those who don't know), Hypermobility, Depression, itchy sensitive skin, Severe IBS (both sorts), I had an operation on my rectum, which has left me less able to hold lose bowl movements, I'm too tired for sex with my husband, and I get pins and needles in my hands / feet, plus I'm often cold & now I've got sodding siactica too!
I'm just tired of it all, mentally & physically.
And I find myself angry, at myself, my husband, my poor children who are 3 & 5, and don't understand that I feel sick or have no energy to play with them. All I want to do is sleep 80% of the day. I don't want to be grumpy anymore.