Devastated...Again!

[Kellan38]

My day was going pretty well today at work, when suddenly the pains in the URHQ suddenly flared up again, and were worse than I’ve ever known them before.

I felt all the hope from my visit to my GP yesterday drain right out of me almost in an instant, and feel a terrible sense of shock that this had happened just when I was started to feel I was seeing a little bit of forward movement in my mood.

I’m now fearing cancer again, and have virtually convinced myself that I’ve got it just when I was starting to see a way through all my fears, as I can’t imagine how the soreness I was experiencing this dinner time could be in any way benign, and I can only hope against hope that I am wrong.

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Sometimes when our health goes from bad to worse our brains go into overdrive and make us feel worse with our own thoughts.

First thing I personally would do... call my GP..see what they say to u.

I totally get that sometimes we want to take our brains to the extreme case,but frustration and pain can make it all worse, when it could be something simple.

Take a breath..maybe write down what led up to this..any weird or odd symptoms,then the symptoms that are leading u to these thoughts it could be cancer again. Writing things down,sometimes make it easier when talking with a GP especially since they have limited time to talk to us anyway.

Sending a hug ur way and hope u get some answers to ease ur mind and also help get u back on track again.

[BlanketTime1]

I don't have any advice to offer, but I wanted to send you kind thoughts. stay strong.