Is it strange that although I have 3 children, a lovely husband, 5 siblings and whole heap of beautiful people in my life I feel so alone 😢
I have 2 weeks left to chemo and all I'm thinking is how I want time to stand still so I don't have to go again and I know I ONLY have 2 more rounds to go and I know how bloody brave I have been but in tired and fed up today... I'm fed up I can't enjoy food anymore, I hate that every time I go out anywhere I will see someone who stares at me, like they can see the cancer 😬
I'm fed up of how weak this has made me physically, pulled my back whilst pick up a shopping bag, mentally thinking this is it... This is how I will live the rest of my life... I'm 33 and intend to live a lot longer!
I just want it to be over