I know this will pose possibly dificult to answwer but any of your suggestions will be appreciated. You,re alll in the same boat as me Im a stage 3b oc and will finish my 6th chemo on 2nd Feb. What im looking for are ways to stay positive ive read some ladies have survived years and years while others havent and that depresses me so much. Im going thru rough patch at moment and im reading books on heaven and life after death etc. I cant help it and i get so afraid and before ive even finished my treatment im considering myself doomed. Please help me !! What can i do to be more positive or is it a fact that we have like this type of cycle Chemo,remission for say 3 months then chemo,remission again for 3 months. Is that how it goes on until we finally succumb to this bloody disease?
Im hitting rock bottom and think i want my onc to say ' yea Mrs Edwards you lucky your cancers not coming back' How i wish ! What can i do as i a m SO SO negative possibly to other aspects and situations in my life being so bad.Dont mean to make all you lasses miserable too im sorry but i,d love some in put i feel so deprived and unfulfilled unable to live out my dream Love and ((((healing hugs)))) to you all God Bless Lynn XXXXX