Hello Ladies, I was looking forward to getting my last chemo but, alas, it did not happen. My bloods were at 7.8 so I had to have a transfusion. I think we all agree that it's just so draining sitting in the one attitude for so long, but that's the way it has to be. I actually feel a lot better than I have done in the last few days. I have been going to lunch with many different friends that I had not seen in a while. I have came to the conclusion that sometimes all these lunches can be very emotionally draining and I am going to limit them to 2 a week for the time being. I know my friends mean well and i dont want to seem l ungreatfull but I need some time to chill, and I am going to take time for myself because if I don't nobody will give it to me!! I do think of you ladies a lot and I do pray for all of you..