I don't know how I fell if the truth be told. I know that there is no right or wrong way to feel, but I kind of feel abandoned, not by you but I feel "vunerable" and alone I guess. Does anyone ever fell like this after chemo. My nurse said " you have seen the oncologist recently" I said "yes" last July. Shouldn't I see him in the coming weeks. She said "you should get a letter in the next couple of weeks", but she didn't seem too sure.. Maybe I am over reacting. I am just a ball of anxiousness, I guess. I came home today and my husband asked "how did you get on" I said "fine", and then he went on about a tree that needed to be re-planted!!!!!! I think we are all used to that kind of reaction, it's his way of coping I guess. My eyebrows are growing back like a yeti, and I am so glad to see them, whatever they look like. Time to get the tweezers out again. I guess the thing that is bothering me the most is "will the cancer come back" I don't look at statistics. I know you ladies are in a far worse situation than I am, but how do you start to move on and how do you cope with thinking it might come back.. Will this fade or will it always be there. I don't want to spend the rest of my life thinking about it.
Sorry for the long post.
Thanks for reading.