This weekend was the end of our Worthing Festival, where there was a funfair on the sea front a market and various other things going on,custom car rally . really a lot of things and I missed most of them lol.
My back and hips hurt so much after a short walk most days and others can walk twice as far which when you think about 20yards is my normal limit with out too much pain then double is not hat brill either lol. then the deep ache gets into hips and lower back , feet shooting pains and then right leg swells and aches a lot and feels like a ten tone weight , but determined to enjoy some of this weekend .
Went to a gig in one of the pubs fri and then into town on Sat but found it one of my bad days and after about 10 steps my hip hurt my back hurt . mmmmmm I thought this not fair, but sat and just people watched for a while . went home ot rest and boost my pain relief . so then out a 9pm so ready to watch the fireworks on the pier . felt ok and not much walking and though was meeting a friend my son made a point of meeting me too just to be sure I was ok with the crowd and standing as hold onto him if i get a prob normally . fireworks were brillant though a little short in time ,, maybe the cut backs lol, so then went of to a local pub with my friend and could hardly walk ,had to stop 3 times for the pain to ease of to catch my breath . think in the end we gave up and went home after one drink .But it was a nice day . but then sunday ....... I thought ok, am going o test just how far i can walk that day . so parked my car .walked the 20 yards to the corner and it had already started , so stopped and pretended was looking at he big screen , then walked back to the sea front and leg got so heavy ..walked back to my car holding my hips and ribbing them leg hurt and back and neck by now ,,, so... decided not good ideato give up my car ,, have to get my scooter from friends garage and wish could use my sticks but with my hands hurting so much and spasming then dropping the things and not being able to pick them up ,have lost a few that way ... I am so jealous of the ones that can walk further and pleased for them to...... body transplant is on order and just awaiting delivery date ,. lol