all I can say is, something has finally gone right! woo hoo. The Enbrel was delivered in Wednesday and after a 2 1/2 wait to see GP I got in and had the first shot. What was incredibly amazing to him and to me, was that I didn't have a reaction woo hoo. everything I can cross is crossed that it keeps going well and it works for me. Thank you all who have been on this up and down journey with me.