I just wanted to update you all on my progress!
I was so depressed the last time I came on here, I have had time to evaluate my condition, my job, my health and my life - and now have found a calmness and peace that has enabled me to see things clearly!
I am working part time, 18 hours a week, and the first few days I felt so lost and lonely. I even cried a bit too.
But now, I come home and have some lunch, watch a bit of TV, put my feet up - very important! and then I clean my house, a room a day, and every other day I do some excerise. I make time for my friends and feel good about myself for the first time in ages.
Whats more, I am about to enrol at college and take a Book keeping course and may be work from home.
I realise now that the boss at work has no concept of compassion or understanding - it is his problem, not mine - I can see that now. I do my job, the best I can, and what isn't done sits in my tray until the next day. The other staff are wonderful, and although I don't see them much at work, we text eachother and meet up.
For now my job pays the bills, and thats enough for me. I have a future now and I intend to grab it with both misshapen hands (!!!) and love my life!
I do hope everyone is feeling good at the moment!
Take care and thank you for all your support and kind words over the last 6 months,