First want to say thank you to you all. for your comments your wishes and thoughts..warmed my heart .
Had my check up, and got ot have a colonoscopy in march but more just to confirm that not my cancer , But it appears to Diviculitus. painfull and awkward but can be sorted hopefully . Will have to see how it goes for now, but am relieved. Just wish it had been my old consultant but he retired and the new one seemed to think any prob other than the pain was a result of my radiotherapy .Which it prob is but not as friendly as the old chap lol and seemed in a hurry . . But it now in the lap of my GP . and see how it goes until check up with oncologist in August . But the driving has made me tired so early night , and thank you all again so very much. xxxxxx