Well I went to the doctor and there is only 1 baby! Thank you lord! I am 10 weeks along already and 5 weeks not smoking. I have gained 13lbs!!!! I will take it. Even though I'm deathly ill like I was with my other pregnancies, I'm still gaining most likely due to not smoking. Both times before I only gained 7lbs with each pregnancy. Well I wiped that out this time! I look about 6 months pregnant! I am a quarter of the way done with this dreadful time in my life and it is the LAST time! I hate being pregnant so much but sooo want 37 children haha. I know have two things to count: 1) time since I've smoked 2) when the baby comes. I love counting things down because it shows accomplishment. That is the accountant mindset coming out of me!
I'm struggling emotionally pretty bad still. A lot of depression and even a few manic episodes popping through. 6 more weeks and I can resume my medication. My poor husband lol
How is everyone else doing?