I was reading some stories for couple days nights in here. I feel like is helping me a bit to go trough moments what I would fall for smoke... At 1st place I would like to say THANK to everyone who posted own experience of quitting smoke. You guys making my days easier.
Short story:
I decide not to smoke.. I guess I was thinking of it more than year.. or maybe just listening my family whats saying me none stop - to stop smoke... I didn't have a big reason to it but more than enough small reasons...
I tried prepare myself for it from others experiences.. I decide to be alone and deal with it by self or with people on internet who wont judge me or something else... I am on day 7th.. I feel mood swing ..( I am not sure If I feel happy or sad or irritated..) so I decide to quit also meeting all smoker friends for month.. (hmm wait better not to meet anyone in case my mood will turn to devil's act) Friends can survive without me anyway . One thing what I am also trying to fight is non stop eating something. Even I am having vegetables fruits or low calories food...(bothers me that feeling be always hungry for some "body sugar" reason) I feel still terrible about myself... O, I quit drink coffee too If i am reading this after myself I am not wonder anymore why I am being sad .. haha... Half of my life I just snapped to quit... Eh... I am feeling tired of making good life decisions already...(haha- short feeling) BUT.. in the end of the day... I feel GOOD...
My symptoms Day 1-7)
-tired
-for few days felt like I am getting flu
-terrible headache on day 4-5-6
-constipation ( still fighting it to get back to normal on day 7th of no smoking)
-mood swing
-bleeding sensitive gums
Benefits?
-deep breath
-starting smell things more intensive
-saved money?
-with pulling coconut oil teeth are becoming whiter and gums better(Past 2 days)
So that's about my little week... Thank you to all who is around and is part of this community.. I found it as little help .. Like feels I am not here by self...
PS: I said other day to some one... GOD I am so happy I never fall for any stronger drugs... Giving up nicotine is piece of work I can't imagine how I would feel for something much stronger and addictive...