So it's nearly day 2....At 11 am I will be able to post in the Day 2 section and I will have done 24 hrs. Feeling positive today. Had a small victory as I was driving back from my boyfriend's house this morning. He lives half an hour away and I often stop at a service station for a cup of coffee and a buy my fags for the day.
It felt good this morning to sail past that usual junction and ignore the habitual detour. I am sticking with the patches as they do take the edge off for me. I slept in mine last night (and had the obligatory crazy dreams) but I'm willing to put up with those to avoid that "Christ, I need a fag" feeling as soon as I wake up.
The money I would have spent on cigarettes and coffee I have spent on healthy food and cleaning products....Today my house is going to cleaned and polished to within an inch of it's life. I might even sort out my sock drawer. It's tough being this rock n' roll lol.....But at least it'll keep me busy
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Ha, ha and now I've got the jingly tune from the Weebles advert in my head. A lady never reveals her age but I was around when they were a choice toy ( I think I even had one or two)
Sock drawer - hard core cleaning! Well done you, only an hour to go until day 2. Just a thought, if you really wanna be rock'n'roll I have a house that needs cleaning.........
Weebles I do remember, think they were followed by smurfs you could purchase them from National petrol stations, aaaahhhhh memory lane
38 minutes to go.....tbh Caroline, I hate cleaning, but it needs doing and it'll keep me busy whilst I'm off work today. I'd rather be out having lunch and a bottle of wine but giving up the Vino habit as well for a bit (sigh!).....Tonight will be a test. Am out for dinner and it'll be the first booze and fag free one I've had in years!!!!
No, I can't get out of it. Dinner with the BF tonight. Date night. After today I'm working 2 weeks without a day off so last night of freedom for a while. He's really supportive though. He's an ex-smoker (cigars) and is still on one of those e-cig things (one year later).....who knows, maybe if I can kick this thing properly it'll inspire him to stop vaping
I didn't get round to the socks, but I've just finished cleaning and scrubbing the place from top to bottom. I've just sat down with a cuppa and admittedly went to find my fags before I remembered that I don't have any or want to smoke anymore...bit of a wobble so I'm back on here whilst I ride this thought out.....will console myself with letting myself have dessert tonight (which I never do)
Repeating to myself....No cat's bum mouth, no cat's bum mouth
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