So it's nearly day 2....At 11 am I will be able to post in the Day 2 section and I will have done 24 hrs. Feeling positive today. Had a small victory as I was driving back from my boyfriend's house this morning. He lives half an hour away and I often stop at a service station for a cup of coffee and a buy my fags for the day.
It felt good this morning to sail past that usual junction and ignore the habitual detour. I am sticking with the patches as they do take the edge off for me. I slept in mine last night (and had the obligatory crazy dreams) but I'm willing to put up with those to avoid that "Christ, I need a fag" feeling as soon as I wake up.
The money I would have spent on cigarettes and coffee I have spent on healthy food and cleaning products....Today my house is going to cleaned and polished to within an inch of it's life. I might even sort out my sock drawer. It's tough being this rock n' roll lol.....But at least it'll keep me busy