Well its now been 33 days and I'm so proud of that! Not long for many of you I know, but for me it's a miracle.
I thought (mainly for my own benefit) that I'd scribble down what it means to me:
I can breathe again
I don't cough
I don't smell (well not of fags anyway!!)
I am better off
I don't panic when I'm getting low on fags
I don't have to dash out late at night to get fags for the morning
My house/office/car smells nice
My Mother is proud of me
I can run again
My car is not full of ash/old fag packets
I can walk uphill without panting and puffing
My teeth are clean
I have met some amazing people... right here
But above all... I am happy.
Sorry of this sounds wet, or is me me me but I needed to remind myself.