actually day 10 not day 9...but in will hit someone!!!

Morning or should I say moaning as thats what I'm doing

Iv been up since 7 with 2 rowdy boys (for those who don't kno I'm a single dad to 2 boys Brooklyn and Harley) who have been doing my head in all day...I took them out for breakfast which seemed to calm them down.

Got back home and they are away with their friends but I'm lying in bed with a pounding headache and a pain in my chest...called NHS24 and they said that it will be a symptom of stopping smoking or nicotine withdrawal...either way with plenty fluids and slow controlled breathing it should be fine

Now iv had a shower and so far I'm feeling ok...but I want a fag...god I want a fag, that would be so awesome right now...something to go with my coffee, yes I'm gonna have one....oh don't have any and no imway I'm going out looking like this...gum that will do it...gum yum gum (****** hell I'm speaking gibberish).

Ok control, breath, get the mountains of washing done, oh that needs a hoover, for heavens sakes Harley put ur toys away!!! Calm, radio on, turn it up and breath out!!

Christ alive that was a bit mental...now where am I?lol