The next 48 hours are going to be tough for me.
Let me set the scene.
OH gone away for 2 days, he gave up smoking 3months ago.
I live in the back of beyond, shop 4 miles away.
Have a car but battery has died.
Daughter & family away on holiday for the week.
So totally alone, except for my daughters dog, and no way of getting out unless I walk.
But get this, I have fags somewhere in the house!
Normally doesn't bother me having fags in the house, would probably make me desperate if I didn't.
Don't want to smoke but the temptation is definitely there. It's the knowing that if I want to smoke I can and no one will know...............
Plus I'm bored and maybe getting a bit neurotic.
Roll on Friday.
If I get through till then I know I can cope with anything.