Preparing to move but irritating nostalgia

Hiya :)

Am here on day 30 and getting a bit of irritating nostalgia.

It's stupid, know it is and won't go back to smoking because of it but part of me is kind of missing it?

Have to say it's getting on my wick pretty badly at the mo but I hope it will bog off soon!!

But, that aside, tomorrow I move into Month 2 which is brilliant :D

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  • Never romanticise

    Keep reading your early posts Gem....

    How soon we forget that smokedried feeling in the morning

    The smell

    The expense

    The fear:eek:

    The standing out in the rain

    The painful chest

    The cough

    The pitiful looks from non smokers.

    We forget all that and more....but when we do remember,we wonder what took us so long.

    Don't look back Gem look forward,you fulfilled your goal,now it onwards and upwards to our new room tomorrow...

    You bring the cakes and Il bring the chocs......and tell the others to move over and make room.....I like party:D:D:D

  • Keep reading your early posts Gem....

    How soon we forget that smokedried feeling in the morning

    The smell

    The expense

    The fear:eek:

    The standing out in the rain

    The painful chest

    The cough

    The pitiful looks from non smokers.

    We forget all that and more....but when we do remember,we wonder what took us so long.

    Don't look back Gem look forward,you fulfilled your goal,now it onwards and upwards to our new room tomorrow...

    You bring the cakes and Il bring the chocs......and tell the others to move over and make room.....I like party:D:D:D

    Oooh I won't go back, not now!!

    You're right, there was so much to hate about smoking - and honestly the thought of having a fag now is pretty odd, it's so annoying that my mind has chosen to give em a slideshow of all the things I thought were good about it too. My stupid brain :mad:

    Oooh yes I'll stock up on cakes for the party :D :D

  • Hiya :)

    Am here on day 30 and getting a bit of irritating nostalgia.

    It's stupid, know it is and won't go back to smoking because of it but part of me is kind of missing it?

    Have to say it's getting on my wick pretty badly at the mo but I hope it will bog off soon!!

    But, that aside, tomorrow I move into Month 2 which is brilliant :D

    Wooohoooo! Into month 2 you will skip :)

    Brilliant! xxx

  • "If we see you smoking we will assume you are on fire and take appropriate action"

    -- Douglas Adams

    Month 2 :D Congrats!!!!

  • Wooohoooo! Into month 2 you will skip :)

    Brilliant! xxx

    Good isn't it :D

    How's you hun? xxx

    Yep, unfortunately that tends to crop up every once in a while petal, and asserting your logical brain over the lies you made it accept in order to justify your smoking takes some doing but it does get easier and eventually your head will stop trying to reassert your dodgy smoker's programming and will happily accept reasoned logic again.

    It's flipping annoying :mad:

    Why the hell do i miss something I was totally fed up witha month ago?

    Stupid brain!!

    But yeah i must have made it make a lot of leaps to accept not only that smoking was fine but that it didn't matter how much I smoked.

    *puffs on post it note*

    And hey, NEW ROOM COMING UP! Somewhere else to make all pink and sparkly (I dread to think how much redecorating it will take to render your room in Month 1 habitable for someone who isn't girly and sparkly) :rolleyes::D

    LOL well I can't help it if some people have no taste and don't like pink sparkly!!

  • "If we see you smoking we will assume you are on fire and take appropriate action"

    -- Douglas Adams

    Month 2 :D Congrats!!!!

    LOL love it!!

    And thanks :D

  • Hi gemma,

    Whilst eating my dinner on Monday half way into it bang, all I was thinking about was having a cigarette when I'd finished lol it's ****ing crazy:D

  • Hi gemma,

    Whilst eating my dinner on Monday half way into it bang, all I was thinking about was having a cigarette when I'd finished lol it's ****ing crazy:D

    It's so annoying isn't it?

    GRRRRRRRR

    Oh Gem the mind games, the voices they are so annoying. Hope they go soon x

    Thanks hun, I hope so too!!

  • You're not alone :D

    i.chzbgr.com/maxW500/389895...

    I love this!!!,

  • Month 2 :D:D:D

    Total star! X

  • Hi Gemma

    I'm feeling the same as you 1 minute I'm great thinking

    I'm never going to smoke again then next it's flashbacks of

    Me smoking and thinking it was so good!

    Wish this stupid thoughts would leave.

    5 weeks tomorrow I can't believe it's been this long.

    Well done to you hopefully we'll be better in another 5 weeks!!!

  • Hi Gemma

    I'm feeling the same as you 1 minute I'm great thinking

    I'm never going to smoke again then next it's flashbacks of

    Me smoking and thinking it was so good!

    Wish this stupid thoughts would leave.

    5 weeks tomorrow I can't believe it's been this long.

    Well done to you hopefully we'll be better in another 5 weeks!!!

    Hiya LouLou :)

    It's odd isn't it - like a real rollercoaster but it will get better!! Loads of people who are a couple of months down the line from us hardly even think of fags and that's going to be us soon :D

    You're doing fab, must have quit the same time as me too!!

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