Have I really done this?
Feel a bit strange. at times i feel so great like im on top of the world. at others, i feel so helpless and feel like just getting a pack (whats the big deal).
Im 33 and smoked more or less for the last 20 years or so. Guess my brain is changing now that im not inhaling all those fumes anymore. and so is my body. im not getting heavier but i can see my stomach filling out.
feeling a bit lost and confused but happy at the same time. is this making any sense?