Hey folks. Today has been....awful to say the least. Ive come of these stupid birth control tablets that i took for a month for my acne but made me a insane woman (im talking 6 hour sob sessions) so I had my 7 day break...felt better...took them again for two days and found myself angery again i came off them.
So that was 3 days ago, and i had a lovely 3 cysts come up yesterday. Tbh I dont know if its the smoking or the hormones or both!
But i had really had enough at one point, Im just not enjoying life anymore. I spend hours literally starting at walls some times. not normal. I actually quit this time to see if it improved my skin (which is never fabulous) but its made is 10x worse! (my vanity is really shocking eh). Ive stopped eating dairy (which i love) and too much sugar (which i also love) and still they are comming and they really hurt! I feel like ive given up everything i enjoy to improve something, and actually im just miserable and its worse!
God knows where the will to carry on with this quit has come from, I think I just want to hold out and see if these benefits to my skin come, because if i toss in the towl now i will never know!
Did any ladies who got quit zits find an improvement after their first period? I really need some success stories
sorry to moan on...im a pretty desperate girl atm xx