Evening everyone, just thought would check in on you all and see how my happy non smokers are doing today ? I sure as hell picked a great day to stop, with this heat!
Wel as some of you will know, i have been on here last week looking for hints and tips and planning ahead for my big day today! so far so good, well i say that as I have not had one!! as expected my champix doing me wonders, no major flips to temp me on them so far its ok.
I do not however like this empty feeling of missing something, you know what i mean ? that feeling in your chest of tightness desperasion is what im calling it, its like im being suffocated!! but i will not give in, just trying my best to push to one side. And trying to remind myself this feeling will go away in time and if you do have one that feeling of tightness will eventually kill you when my lungs fall out my xxx well you ge the drift!
So as a reward to myself for making it through day 1 unharmed and rather in a high spirit, a chinese and an ice cold bottle of wine is on the cards followed with DVD, I will not venture out to a beer garden with friedns due to temptations on day one, maybe next week when im stronger than what i am today!!