At midnight tomorrow night I will not have had a real cig for a whole month!
Ive had my days,really bad days. Ive wanted to scream, shout and cry but I seem to be settling down now. Ive got my tank, its not an electronic cigarette, its a photon tank lol. It doesn't look like a ciggie, its more like the inhalator except you can see the liquid. Im still on 11 mgs of nicotine but a 10ml bottle is the rough equivalent of 20 cig and Ive used hardly any of it.
In 2 weeks time Im moving down to 8mgs and I will keep moving down until Im on 0%.
I didn't want to use anything that had to be sucked on, I wanted to break that hand to mouth habit, but first things first. Get off the nicotine and then worry about hand to mouth.
Anyway I don't know if I could have gotten this far without it, in fact after the day of madness when I really upset my son I know I couldn't. Peace is ruling my home again and I care about how I affect my family. I suffer with depression and I couldn't cope with causing any more hurt.
So anyway, midnight tomorrow I will be a happy bunny, 1 month down and many more to come.