I did a search through my old posts tonight. I thought I would see how I coped on this day 2 years ago. I ended up ignoring my posts and looking for the people who had replied to me then, some are still here I think, some are gone.
I always felt as though I had let those people down when I started smoking again. The support I had both privately and publicly was immense, and helped me so much.
I used a so called crisis to start smoking again last time, it was a crisis actually but I smoked because I wanted to not because it was going to help me get through what was happening.
I hope that those who no longer write on this forum have stayed with their quit, I hope that they did better than I did and this time I wont be letting anyone down, least of all myself.
I used to say that I hadn't given up smoking as there was noting enjoyable there to give up. I had stopped, and this time I intend to stay stopped.
So onwards and upwards, because this time I will reach the penthouse. One more day in this room and I move on to week 3.
Keep the Faith and stop the weed!