Hi to everyone who recognises me. Some of you i know have been wondering where i have gone. I guess my silence speaks volumes.
So that is another broken promise to Jess. Its a wonder she puts up with me. Anyway i have come to two possibilities. Maybe i am a confirmed smoker and that is ok. It just dooms Jess to watch me slowly destroy myself. I'll have to check if the life insurance will pay out. On the other hand maybe i can regroup and give it another shot.
There are various reasons i cracked, none that are terribly interesting. Work is mega stress at the moment. I am in the last couple of years study which is REALLY stressfull with REALLY nasty exams. Life has ups and downs in general. I really tried to be positive and give it a go but hey maybe im not that strong yet.
I will be hanging around for a while to try to suck up some inspiration again. Sorry Sherri to let you down. You know im rooting for you.
I have swapped my happy songs to some really heavy metal. I havent been in that place for a while. I get to go to my dark side which is comfortable and familiar for a bit.
Anyway please do not feel sorry for me. Nothing bad has happened i have just been weak. Im still smiling just singing wait and bleed instead of Starman.
Like i say i'll at least be around for a bit and let you know my ultimate decision when i work it out myself.