I am walking sheepishly into this week, not too sure where I belong really. My last post was day 13 and a summary of my last week is as follows:
Day 11 blip
Day 12 no cigarettes
Day 13 - alcohol related blip no.2
Day 14 - a cigarette while sober
Day 15 - no cigarettes
Today - no cigarettes
So there you go... I thought about not telling the truth but I am rubbish at telling lies.
Despite the above, I am hopeful about my quit because my smoking buddy at work (the one I get the cigarettes from) is now on holiday for a few weeks. However I clearly don't trust myself ... I am relying on not having anyone that smokes around me and until everyone else in the world stops that is always going to be a factor. Feel like a complete idiot - in fact I take that back I am a compete idiot, I keep playing with fire and end up down the same road of social smoking and eventually full on smoking.
All that aside I am going going to carry on with my quit as I have a few weeks run of safe territory, if I manage the weeks that my smoking buddy is away that will still be my longest quit.
So hello week 3, this is my day 16 (with 3 stupid blips):o, i hope the rest of you are doing well and for anyone wavering - please learn from my mistakes - its not worth it.