5 weeks & feeling downright nasty!

[nsd_user663_22435]

Oddly, I'm not craving smoking but I still miss it (yes, I know before everyone starts on the 'you're better off...look at what you're gaining...how wonderful you are to get this far...how much nicer you smell...how much money you're saving' etc...heard it all before & already told myself this like a feckin mantra) & I'm like a rattlesnake with fang ache...pretty much hate everyone & everything & want to lash out (times like this I miss my Kickboxing tournaments, but they're long gone, unfortunately) Even my kids have started to give me a wide berth as I'm snarling & frothing at virtually everything. It doesn't help that the weather's bollox again, my inhaler's making no difference to my chest, still feeling dizzy at times, massive headaches, nausea like you wouldn't believe, arthritis is absolutely KILLING me, both sons behavioural problems are getting worse &, to top it all off, we're having to get structural engineers in as the house looks like it's suffering from serious subsidence! Chances of seeing a doctor are bl00dy nil...life is pretty crappy right now. :mad:

[nsd_user663_57653]

Oddly, I'm not craving smoking but I still miss it (yes, I know before everyone starts on the 'you're better off...look at what you're gaining...how wonderful you are to get this far...how much nicer you smell...how much money you're saving' etc...heard it all before & already told myself this like a feckin mantra) & I'm like a rattlesnake with fang ache...pretty much hate everyone & everything & want to lash out (times like this I miss my Kickboxing tournaments, but they're long gone, unfortunately) Even my kids have started to give me a wide berth as I'm snarling & frothing at virtually everything. It doesn't help that the weather's bollox again, my inhaler's making no difference to my chest, still feeling dizzy at times, massive headaches, nausea like you wouldn't believe, arthritis is absolutely KILLING me, both sons behavioural problems are getting worse &, to top it all off, we're having to get structural engineers in as the house looks like it's suffering from serious subsidence! Chances of seeing a doctor are bl00dy nil...life is pretty crappy right now. :mad:

Do me a favor and read the last sentence after your quit date. It says "Hoping that this 5th quit is the last quit ever." Hang in there.