Beginning of Day 5.

[nsd_user663_57354]

Just woke up, feeling absolutely crappy. Throat is sore, feels like I've been smoking even though I haven't. I'm pretty sure I dreamt that I did. Stomach hurts, teary etc. Not feeling like this is gonna be a good day. I have things to do today and right now all I wanna do is curl up in bed and hide til I feel better.

[nsd_user663_56237]

Just woke up, feeling absolutely crappy. Throat is sore, feels like I've been smoking even though I haven't. I'm pretty sure I dreamt that I did. Stomach hurts, teary etc. Not feeling like this is gonna be a good day. I have things to do today and right now all I wanna do is curl up in bed and hide til I feel better.

Woooooo, Day 5!! You wonderful woman!

So sorry you're feeling crappy *sends virtual hug*, but these feelings will pass in the not too distant future ad you'll be so happy that you held on!

Stay strong hun and don't hesitate to get on here and have a good rant if you need to! Xxx

[nsd_user663_57354]

Thank you so much, I really appreciate it, so glad I found this place. I've never felt so strange, I had a craving last night, but the thought of actually putting one in my mouth and lighting it made me feel gross, so I just went to sleep. I feel absolutely awful right now, and I'm tempted to just hide in bed...but thinking perhaps I should force myself up and out, and I might feel better?

My sense of smell..gosh...I noticed I could keep smelling something yesterday, I was laying on the sofa watching tv, and kept thinking the cushion smelled nice, and wondered what was on it. I kept smelling things on everything, then last night it clicked that it probably always smelled like that. I just hadn't noticed. With the good comes the bad though and I've smelled some things I wish I hadn't, like the ashtray in the garden. (Was out there last night pumping up the tyres on my cousin's bike I'm borrowing) Might go for a ride this morning actually, maybe I'll feel better...

[nsd_user663_57354]

Maybe I'll ride to the shops and get some chocolate? lol!