Really starting to struggle for some reason.
Not getting craves as such but just really fancy a nasty stick.
I am having a goood talk to myself and not going to cave in.
Can't really put my finger on the reason, maybe its just the old nicodemon rattliing his cage.
Its the second week on the lower stage patch so don't think it's that but won't be dropping to next stage yet. Would much rather feel happier before dropping down another level again
Think i just feel like i am missing something when I know i'm not.
was really hoping my breathing would be a little better but still puffed out when i move to fast (Like dashing up stairs).
Excuse the rumblings of a little old woman. Just feeling sorry for myself when I should be happy. grumble grumble grumble as I leave
Think i will count money I have saved, might cheer me up