struggling

i have found today extremely difficult for some reason i had a good 8/9 days then old nic just popped up again i cant shake of the urge to smoke at all, i think i had money today i would have smoked but wisely at the biggin of my quiyt i decided when i get money to spend it all so that if i get the urge i cant afford to run out and get some fags, that was a blessin in disguise today, i havent struggled like i am tody in a while, i do have my inhalator but i havent used it in well over 2 weeks so i am not reducing to going back to nrt. sorry if this appears to be an essay but i figured typin isnt trying to get hold of a fag from somewhere. ive started to feel quit depressed over past day or 2 depression is meant to be a side effect isnt it? i thought i would have got over the side effects know as it has been over a month. soorry to rant i just dont knwo what else to do at the minute i really am finding today extremely difficult, if i wasnt so wound up i would just go to bed but i cant sleep when im wound up anyway so theres no point. i have drunken lots of water today eatten loads, havent been able to go out because its been raining heavy all day so couldnt take my boy out in it. ive baked cakes played game u name it ive done it i just cant shake the urge off any ideas are extremely welcome.

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  • Suzy,You need to read back some of your own posts,when you were so positive.You are doing great .It will get better .You already got the silver remember..............You can do it.....

  • x

    hi dubbs

    im sure it will im just really finding it difficult ive been on websites n allsorts about not smoking today n nothing seems to be working its just one of those days lets hope tomorrow is totally different. i am normally a very positive person as you have noticed

    thanks sue xx

  • Well today is another day and hopefully a better one for you, Suzy.

    I think we have to expect that there will be good and bad days and you have now proved that you can cope with the bad days even if its been a struggle.

    Lets hope the weather picks up a bit today as well and holds for the bank holiday.

    Cheers

    Nic

  • How you doing now Suzy, ok I hope.

    Stay strong.

    Pupalup

  • Onwards and upwards

    Suzy

    Morning, how you feeling today? Hopefully your more focused. I know what you mean about the low points I initially had them, but then as some will inform you I'm a moody cow anyways!

    Hope today is a better one for you and hey tis Friday I love Fridays.

  • better today

    so far today is alot better then yesterday, sorry about my ranting but i had to do something other then smoke so am afraid you guys suffered lol. i am soo glad yesterday is done with, tell you what thou my house is spotless lol

  • the dynamic duo

    Hey suzy,

    Don't worry about the depression - I had a bay day yesterday as well - everything seemed to go wrong, then I took it out on everybody!! But today is better!

    Keep it up suzy, ur doing so well!!! 5 weeks next week!!

  • smoke free me

    thank god i wont the only one who was like it yesterday its old nic tryin to get us to cave it aint guna happen but we got threw it n still smoke free well done us!!!

  • Well done Suzy your still smoke free, nic does have days trying to get us back to smoking, just be strong and post and rant all you want just please dont smoke. You can beat the nico demon., you can do it girl. xx:):)

  • Well done Suzy your still smoke free, nic does have days trying to get us back to smoking, just be strong and post and rant all you want just please dont smoke. You can beat the nico demon., you can do it girl. xx:):)

    What have I done now!

    LOL

    Nic

  • What have I done now!

    LOL

    Nic

    sorry nic no pun intended. hope your quit is going great.xx:):)

  • sorry nic no pun intended. hope your quit is going great.xx:):)

    The quits going great thanks.

    I wasn't serious, it just made me smile when I read it. :p

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