I lost my mum suddenly yesterday.
I haven't smoked. I don't want to smoke but I'm a little worried about how well I'm going to be able to cope over the coming days.
All the arrangements and logistics are falling to me and I don't feel as though I'm going to cope very well.
I'm sorry to post this here but I need to hear that smoking isn't going to get me through, even though I know it. I know that doesn't make sense but I thought that if I had something to look at over the coming days that would reaffirm that I don't need to smoke it would help keep me strong if I wobble which I probably will.