Well yesterday (day 15) and today (day 16) I feel like I have a case of the blahs I feel really tired, no motivation, really quiet (very unusual) and if I smiled my face might crack!! Although I know Im feeling like this I cant seem to give myself a boot up the butt. A couple of things have happened (babysitter didnt show up last Friday had to cancel night out with bf and now babysitter for this Sat has cancelled too) that has p;eed me off, I handled the Friday night easily and with good grace, I was told about the Sat night today and that just triggered it and I threw a little bit of 2 year olds style tantrum LOL if I could have got down on the ground and banged my head and fists on the floor without the bf signing me in to the loony ward I would have! Interestingly I forgot to take my 2nd champix the last few nights so not sure if its that or just feeling a wee bit down in the dumps. Happy though that Im still handling each crave well, even while feeling quite uptight the last few days it hasn't been a problem repeating "I am not a smoker" when they come up (maybe 3 cravings a day max) is working great.
MUST BE IN BETTER FORM TOMORROW IM EVEN DEPRESSING THE CAT!!! Hope your all still doing fantabulous! xx