Hi guys i'm feeling miserable..
I don't think it's possible for me to be happy without cigerettes..
Each time i've quit i've felt so depressed that i've had suicidal thoughts throughout
I tried whilst on anti-d's.. it didnt help
I'm trying off them and i feel like crap
I dont know what to do with myself.. i dont want to live miserably and i dont want to die of cancer.. help