I am so glad that I found this site. I don't really like venting myself to family and friends, because I feel like they either don't really understand, or they just want me to shut up and get over it!
I am so proud that I have almost reached 4 months (after 8 years of smoking), but EVERYDAY I have had at least one desire for a smoke, and sometimes I get massive cravings that leave me wanting to scratch the walls and pull my hair out. I hope like crazy that these feelings will go away for good. It is reassuring to know that I am not the only person that feels this way.
I am so determined to remain a non smoker, but I might occasionally rant and rave on this site.
I am an artist, and I find that I want to smoke the most when I am inspired, so this has really affected my work in a bad way, which is mainly why I am so frustrated about the whole thing.
Steve (Antony is my middle name.)