That I'm a recovering nicotine addict then today has been that day.
What a strange day it has been, I on purpose went outside beside my smoking work colleagues for a "fresh air break" today. I never thought of smoking but it was were I used to be this time last month so it felt familiar. I did and didn't feel I was missing something if that makes sense.
I have had a few beers tonight and I really feel like I am missing having a smoke but I don't have the cravings to smoke, I just feel I'm missing something.
That may sound mad but makes perfect sense to me tonight!!
I realise that these are the triggers I have to look out for and I will overcome them as I know this is the last time I quit the demon.
I will no longer let a weed control my life, my thoughts, my everyday life. Today I take control of what I want to be and that my friends is a non smoker
Have a good smoke free day
PS I am now on day 29, have not smoked 573 ciggies and saved 143 Shekels, It's all good!!
PPS just read that back to myself and it sounded like an Independence day speech