I can't actually come into Day Three for a little more than two hours, but I wanted to take a peek and see what I'm getting myself into.
Right now, I'm in the midst of the strongest craving I've had since I stopped smoking two days ago. It's got me in a half-Nelson and won't let go.
Without going into details, it jumped into my face when I saw something online that concerns a friend of mine and I (not on this forum, btw), which caused a super strong emotional reaction.
I am really upset with the incident, and equally upset that it's become such a trigger for me. I was (emphasis, WAS) this closeto packing it in tonight and buying a pack of smokes, and then starting the quit in another day or two.
But I'm NOT going to do that. I've come too far, in just 2 days, to relapse. Lord, give me strength!
My whole body is shaking, my head is light, and my stomach actually aches. As I said, this is the longest, and the hardest, craving I've had since I quit.
I hope I make it!