Today has been a strange day. I woke up this morning and instanty felt excited, Oh day 9! Day9! I was so pleased and accepted that I no longer smoke.
I now no longer smoke, I dont want one. But I have felt really weird. I dont know how to describe the way Im feeling other than Im a bit out of sorts. I've relied quite heavily on the lozenges today and its not because I want a ciggy either, I think Im missing that hand to mouth thing. I wont use an inhlaler just because I dont like them, I bought electric cigarettes that cost me £65 and hated them too.
I really, really dont want to replace the smoking with food.
As I said its been a strange day today, I dont know how Im feeling but Ive got through it anyway and maybe tomorrow will see me back to normal.
I hope so.