Well today was a huge battle for me!! I was smiling n loving it this afternoon felt so good to not have smoked. But then the sun went down n I had a coffee n things kinda got hard from then on!! Think I'm gonna have a few sleepless nights while I'm getting these nasty little buggers out my system!!
I have decided on taking patches to help me thru, first time iv used them today. Tried gum bfor which wasn't for me. Taste is pretty bad! I was sceptical bout the patch thought it mite be an expensive placebo!! But I was very very surprised. Have gone cold turkey bfor for 9 days n that kinda makes u live on the edge of ur seat. And then had a drink of wine n out came the cigs! But the patches did take that edginess away. Surprised me!! So no alcohol iv decided this time too well not til I'm strong enough to tell the cigs to bugger off lol. I'm in bed now nearly 3am so I reckon I have dun the whole day off them!! Roll on tomoro lol. Good luck to all of u on quitting, wen we r all free of it lets all get togever for a big drink eh n il buy the champagne hahahahahhaha!!