i cant seem to get back to quitting and staying with it . i get as far as completing day one with every intention of staying that way and then change m:(y mind and buy some and smoke them. all my reasons become meaningless and motivation evaporates and smoking seems like a good option. as the day goes on i get sick of smoking again and often flush em down the loo. only to get a strong desire to start again. sick and tired of it. wheres my motivation gone? and wheres Karri?