This morning I was feeling really good about things in general did my shopping on the way out from Tesco I bumped into and old friend that I'd not seen for a few years. We were having a chat then she pulled out her fags and politely offered me 1 and I politely refused saying no thanks I don't smoke any more. In my head fireworks were going off party poppers were going off it was the first time that I have said that to anyone.
Well my friend couldn't believe it when I told her, then I heard I could never do it I like smoking to much bla bla bla. I hated the smell and was glad that I had stopped smoking even though I still have bad moments and sometimes think about those little white sticks that take control of peoples lives now think I'm not going to let you back in my life.