I have had the biggest test of my quit so far over the last few days.... anyone who has an ex husband/wife with get this post...
Mine has always been a difficult, slippery cold fish... he is a convincing liar and manipulator and this leads to conflict... he also has an ignorant wife who is worse than his mother be being over-protective towards him.... anyway, the last 10 days have been very rocky... its been one long fight. I usually ignore him when he is being a B***ard, but I have my limits, and reached them the wednesday before last when I lost my temper with him.
Since then they have been insulting, rude and argumentative... this has played havoc with my (once non-existent) cravings... I haven't smoked, but have seriously wanted to... I haven't because I have been super-broke (one of the reasons we are arguing!!!!), that said, if I had the money I would like to think I wouldn't go through with smoking this far down the line into my quit. Its just how I used to cope when we were at war a few years ago, its like a dirty, stinky little comfort blanket I guess.
any moral support would be gratefully recieved.