So 19 days now, and all seems to be going well. Not really thinking about smoking at all, maybe a couple of fleeting ones here and there but luckily nothing that even remotely makes me actually think I would have a ciggie.
As the weather is actually quite nice and bright today I am going to take little one out for a walk later, probably to the duck pond (considering my mum and I both bought a loaf of bread yesterday!). Have lots of deliveries due though - one from toysrus arrived, but waiting on new memory card for this computer (it will not power skype and I need that so little one can talk to dad in states without costing a fortune!), batteries for Thomas the Tank engine and his friends (stupid little batteries) and several for my mum!
Little one is doing well at night time potty training - one accident in 7 nights so cannot complain. He is very proud of himself, and jumps out of bed and runs to tell nanny in the morning if he is dry! He is also sleeping 9pm to 9am which is very nice for me!
Still waiting on news on lots of fronts so I know where my life is actually going (i.e. am I heading back to the states in the NY or staying here with a job). It is a stressful nightmare, son's dad wants him back there (understandably), but cannot financially provide at the moment, parents want us here as he already owes them for bailing him out and they don't want me and son back in financial dire straits. I would love to go back but need to know all the ducks are in a row for us first, but do feel a bit like I am holding son ransom! Oh well, enough of my worries - as long as his dad does not attempt to extradite us I cannot complain!
Here's to day 20....