Hi all
I have been smoking on and off for 23 years, wow saying it out loud has made me realise how long I've been doing this!! I've quit a few times longer for three years but always gone back. This time I've had two little children and I guess it's been my "me" time five mins in the garden is my bit of time for me, plus I enjoy smoking! Perhaps it's the little habits or the act of it. Sure nicotine helps! My hubby also smokes so it's either he will go all day and I'll buy or other way round which is frustrating when trying to stop, torture all day the you know in the house!! Anyway I decided I had to do this there was no easy day or sudden wake up of Wanti g to quit. So when my brother offered and I said no thanks I thought good a day as ever! That was four days ago and been strong, especially as know husband has some but right now I desperately want one!!!! Really bad right now I'm imagining myself in the garden coffee in hand and fag in mouth and feel all dreamy!!! Help!! It's worse knowing they are right there just downstairs waiting!!! Why are they so bloody addictive!!!! Always waiting arnt they to make you start again hence why I'm still smoking!!! Anyways any advice def welcome
Also did anyone else feel sooooooo irritable and niggly?!!!