Hi Im lee for those who dont know me
I been a member for a long time now lol and still not free from the nicotine trap.
I been back to smoking for 5 months now:eek:
Before that i had a good 4 month quit but lost it due to my life changing moving house etc new job. And when that happened i kinda took my eye off the ball And stoped thinking about my quit and stoped coming on here and just gave intro my craves and fell back into the nicotine trap.
I want to quit but also know i love smoking alot. I know thats a crazy thing to say because it contradicts on what i just said. But thats my mind frame at the moment so i know i got alot of work to do lol.
I know i will do it when i get my mind in the right place i gotta keep reading and learning again why we smoke and all about the nicotine trap.
Then just need to figure out how to keep a quit. Sounds easy when i type it but i know its going to be very hard allot of the times when i get to that place.