Hey guys - well, sorry for being the bearer of bad news.. but, I'm still not doing well at all.... this week 4 has just been really really difficult for me... 1, 2 and 3... were a breeze... but, this week just SUCKS! It's not that I even crave a cigarette - I am just so damn moody and seriously annoyed at everything. Good thing I'm going in to week 5 on Monday.
My boyfriend, as understanding as he's trying to be, can only take so much.
Honestly, am I going crazy because of the nicotine? - - or because I am actually just crazy? I'm really starting to wonder... I have a feeling there will be some big changes in my life very soon.... can this ALL be because of the nicotine??
The thing is, I don't even want a cigarette - I just want to feel normal again.
I need to just chill... seriously, I don't even want to be around me right now!
p.s it's a cold turkey quit