back again...I am trying to catch the right moment to start my quit..again!!!
Why is it so difficult to just go for it?The previous attempts I made, which turned out to be failures,were kind of 'spontaneous' and I just went for them...this time is taking me so long an for some reasons I am terrified.
My state of mind is kind of low at the moment..I graduated from un on the 18th of June and I have yet to find a job..this has affected my smoking incredibly a I am spending all my days smoking in front the computer applying for jobs. In a sense, I feel that is the problem, suddenly finding myself with all this free time, not to have to rush around and stuff...I hate down time!!!!
I am trying to look at this rationally, but it's quite difficult.I am smoking more and more each day and it is really out of control.
You are such a nice supporting bunch and I have always had a great deal of support from you. Sorry for being ranting all the time.