thanks for all the replies . I cant tell you how much this forum is helping.
sometimes I am going to need a good kick up my backside.
I am very positive today. a new feeling of energy already , renewed self respect,
and above all
No wheezing at all !!cant believe it that I would get such a response already.
tonight I am going for long walk after tea.
I know I have done awful damage to my lungs Cant rewrite the damage I have done. -but if one person reading is afraid like me - then please just stop for today -post - and get the help here.
I will never smoke again . guess because I have had such a reward already it must seem smug of me . dont mean that at all.
just b****y grateful .
thanks so much for letting me talk . xx