Having a rough day 4.

[nsd_user663_2762]

I swear Im getting so mad + angry. My printer wont accept my new ink + i havent got time to piss about. ive got work to do + i swear I feel like putting my fist through a window. Im so mad. I hate technology., Why cant it ever just work + do as you ask? Good luck to me if things keep going this way.

i swear i feel like crying my eyes out. Im so fed up with it all. i feel like im trying to do so much + its so hard + when i do it everything messes up + takes all day just to do one thing when i haven't got the time to do it. im so sick of everything. I just wanna give up + work in asda.

i feel like stopping smoking just isnt worth all the agro :( xxx

[nsd_user663_9220]

hiya..

I am hoping now you have let some steam out your system you feel a bit better??

Getting it all out is the best way xx

Stopping smoking is worth the aggro... no one said it was going to be easy..and you will have your up and down days. Take each day at time, but dont give in.

I too have had bad days... but wake the next day feeling better.

Keep posting in here and having a read, seems to help me and many others.

Or if you want to really let off steam... send me a private message and take it out on me.... ill send you one right back so i can let off steam too lol

We could fight it together

Take care and stay strong... day 4 is a very big achievement

xx

[nsd_user663_4625]

Hi est4elvis,

I am sorry you are having such a bad time at the mo. Sounds like a step back & take time out moment so you can get your breath. I have been like that on many a quit & I know how horrendous that feeling is. It's like everything is going wrong just because I am not smoking which is rubbish. It won't change a damn thing just make you think it is helping. Are you using Lozenges, gum or similar. It may just help you over those really bad moments untill you feel stronger & calmer.

I am sending you hugs, peace & calmness so you can find your strength to carry on again. YOU CAN DO THIS, WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU.

Gaynor xx

[nsd_user663_8876]

Hugs to you, it is an evil thing to have to go through, life just seems awful.

You can rant and rant and rant, i did! and felt better for it but remember it does get better quicker than you think. Be strong.

[nsd_user663_2762]

hey guys. thank you. i am still feeling rough but gonna get the baby to bed then try + get something done. I have so much to do + its all piling on top of me at the minute.

anyway, my neighbour knocked on before +offered me a cig - very hard to say no, was at my lowest point - but i said no, i went round for a cuppa but didnt smoke so thats progress i guess.

just wish i didnt have so much on cos i wouldnt feel so stressed - day 1-3 was fine cos i wasnt stressed!!! thats the way it goes i guess. :rolleyes:

but thank u for ur replies +ill keep u posted. hopefully ill still be here next week ranting + raving xxx