I got in from work about an hour ago and the moment I walked through the door I absolutely 'lost' it with my OH. Poor thing hadn't done anything but try to help me but for no reason I became a banshee- yelling and screaming and saying some really unkind things for no reason at all.
I stormed of in the car with the intention of buying a packet of fags but halfway to the shop I turned the car around and came home.
I apologised to my OH who has been great and very understanding - but at one point he told me to smoke again because he couldn't stand the agro. He is a non smoker and always has been.
The cravings today have been absolutely terrible. I want to continue with the quit but don't know if I can. I just want to cry. Is there anyone out there who has suffered like this.