Haven't been on in a few days as I have had possibly the worst few days of my quitting life so far.
First let me explain, my boss is a Knob, as most of you know and have heard me talk about on here so when i was smoking i had a hours break away from him which calmed me down.
Now because i am not smoking and not wanting to get bored and give in to temptation i have been literally getting a sandwhich and coming back to work. With this i prob get about 10-15 mins out of the office.
I did this since my quit but what with being tired, moody etc it ended up that last friday me and my boss came to massive blows and I really thought i was close to getting the sack over the weekend.
Despite the stress i have not lit up so thats one good thing to come out of it.
Problem is i went out this lunchtime on purpose, at the end of the day i dont wanna come to blows again so if it means going out and sitting on a bench with a sandwhich i will do, but i finished the sandwhich and then i was like "ok what to do now?"
I have a shopping centre near me but walking around there without any money to spend annoys me (mainly coz when i have the money i never see what i wanted again!), the cafes around here are charging about a fiver a day to sit and eat in them (food wise i mean), and obviously i cant go in there with my own food and just buy a cuppa!
So i'm stuck, i havent a clue what to do! I'm either gonna end up loosing my job where i'd have smacked the boss or i'll smoke to do something on my lunch! HELP!!!!
Any ideas or tips to get me thru?
Thanks if you've got this far down the page too btw!!! lol