I thought by now it would be getting easier but if anything I think the last couple of days have been the hardest yet. I know I don't need a fag but I desperately want one and it is so hard to keep fighting it. It doesn't help when you hear that people are struggling months down the line............I don't know that I can keep fighting that long. I am trying so hard to keep myself positive but have spent all morning in tears.
I'm going to take the dog away up the hills and hope that the fresh air blows all my negativity away.
Thanks for letting me moan.............sorry