So tomorrow i can move upto week 3. i wish i could say i was feeling fab, but i'm not. i mentioned to my hubby yesterday that i was feeling as bad now as i was after the first couple of days. my mouth feels furry, i feel a little unwell (bit hot, bit cold etc) feel really sleepy, and can't stop thinking that i can't do this, and i don't want to do this. don't want to feel crap, don't want to spend the rest of my life shouting at people, dogs, random things! if i just go back to smoking i will feel foul for a couple of day, and my family will be disapointed (they will get over it) but in the long run Happy Bev will come back and i really want her back. Sitting here at the computer after telling the kids to go away and locking the dog in the back garden. feeling that the only thing i can do is suck it up and keep going on an unhappy Bev, or give in and become a Happy Bev again. i feel i know what u r all going to say, but say it anyway at the moment i don't think i could feel any more worried.